worries

We started to announce our good news! I hope people understand why we (and a lot of couples out there) keep it a secret for three months. Ever since we got confirmation from the doctor that we are expecting, I've been losing my sleep. I worry every little symptoms that I have, and I would read any resources I can get my hands on, and I would call my doctor all the time. Even though I have officially enter the 2nd trimester, I am still very concern about the baby’s development. I came to realize that I've become a parent. I will continue to worry about the baby until he/she arrives. Then I will worry if the baby is eating enough, sleeping enough, and so on... the worries have started and it will never stop... but I know the joy will come, and nothing else would matter.